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Me myself and the bladeThe walls of my soul are cracking It's like an earth quake shattering my existence Waiting for it to end but it goes on and on Breaking everything I ever believed in The fear of the future is dominating me Making me doubt every moment of happiness I live Sleep walking through my life Living through a nightmare that never ends A glimpse of hope lingers down the road Then the after shock hits and destroys it all I've been dwelling on self pity for ages Every time a ray of light tries to break through A storm arises and washes it all away Living in a pool of misery, &nMe myself and the blade
by ~alliiuu
BROKENI just called you to say hello You spoke so slowly With a voice so low Even at this point I can't let you in Even though u need me I can't forgive you still Does that make me a bad person? Do I really need to change? I just can't let go yet Am still too fucked up to forget It's you and the world against me As I fight my way through... ALONE It's you who broke me... Took away my life...took away my home I've made mistakes...I admit But the memory of the pain you caused me persists Blinding me from any ray of light... I can see nothing...BROKEN
by ~alliiuu
A silent screamTried so hard to live a life that's not mine Ended up with nothing... Left my soul behind But what do you do... When your own life you're not comfortable in? When your own skin burns so deep within? When you become everything you hate When every move is a fucking mistake Accompanied by regret...no human can take That's how I spend my days Wondering how much is left until I fade away Eaten alive with uncertainty Bleeding alone for eternity... I just wanna figure it out.. What the hell is that thing in the mirror? Could it ever be clearer? Will I eveA silent scream
by ~alliiuu
Desperation for a goodbyeDesperate for a goodbye goodbye to my pain... goodbye to my life from you i'v had enough i've become sick and tired of acting tough U'v given me what you've given yet you've taken much much more... Now all i can dream of... is lying helpless..breathless on the floor That's the only way to end my pain 2 save me from going insane Am sick of all the lies.. All the goddamn fake smiles All i need is a break... I need to feel relieved... Ans the only way for that to happen... is to no longer breathe!Desperation for a goodbye
by ~alliiuu
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Thank youThank youThank you
No more smiles in my sleep No more color in my dreams Seems like this life came to an end Walking back and forth all over again Searching for that one invisible star Ending up everywhere but where you are I seem to have lost my way, all on my own There is nothing left, now you’re gone But before we say goodbye once and for all There are some things I want to thank you for Thank you for the sleepless nights That I spent by your side Watching you smile in your sleep Wishing you colors in your dreams Thank you for letting me sink
by ~akasha-goddess
Alive?Been a hundred years or more Since the day you went away Still I wait for you to the day But you won’t ever reappear You won’t ever again be here With me… I see your face in every face In every walk I sense your grace Feel you there in every turn Can you feel my quintessence burn? I smell the sweet scent of your presence Yet you are nowhere to be found I breathe I walk I sleep I talk But am I alive? I feel my heart beat But I can’t feel my heart I can hear myself breathe Yet my soul is torn apart IAlive?
by ~Blombi
How can IHow can I?How can I
Sometimes I wish my tears are memories Leaving me alone with my misery Nothing to remember, nothing to forget Nothing to expect, nothing to regret No looking back with a blurry vision My eyes seeing only a cold glassy image No feeling of undying weakness Just an immortal stab of emptiness A constant dread of the moment No past, no present, I don’t own it Nailed by these fucking feelings Content? I wish I could feel it Every time I turn, there’s a stare Reminding me that I shouldn’t be there Where I want to be Eyes screaming “you w
by ~akasha-goddess
I'm empty, rememberI’m empty, remember?I'm empty, remember
Break me into a million pieces Put me back in the way you think pleases Your needs, your comfort I’ll be your deaf, mute, and blind puppet Cuz when I was real I was murdered Everything I hated in others, inside me they silently nurtured Becoming an invisible mask only to me But a reality to those who only see Nothing beyond the skin Feeding the disease eating me within I smiled to stop the pain from showing You smiled to hide your loathing I guess the truth doesn’t matter anymore When I don’t listen, when I’m such a WHORE! I t
by ~akasha-goddess
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- Current Residence: cairo
- Interests: music,movies,books,philosophy and obviously, writing!
- Favourite movie: Girl Interrupted, Gia.
- Favourite band or musician: Dave Matthews Band, Pink Floyd, Dire Straits, Bob Marley.
- Favourite genre of music: soft rock, blues and reggae
- Favourite poet or writer: Paulo Coelho, Anne Rice.
- Favourite game: Guitar Hero
- Favourite cartoon character: Aboo.
- Email: alloush35@hotmail.com
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I reject your reality and substitute "
"Don't move...I think I just failed a spot check."
"Roll to see if you see that giant spider ahead!"
Du bist kaum eine Person.
~AdvertiseYou, ~WritersClub
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What goes around, comes around. Karma is a bitch!!!
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I reject your reality and substitute "
"Don't move...I think I just failed a spot check."
"Roll to see if you see that giant spider ahead!"
Du bist kaum eine Person.
~AdvertiseYou, ~WritersClub
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Now fall again, through the nothingness of your soul..
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Wesam
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What goes around, comes around. Karma is a bitch!!!
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I reject your reality and substitute "
"Don't move...I think I just failed a spot check."
"Roll to see if you see that giant spider ahead!"
Du bist kaum eine Person.
~AdvertiseYou, ~WritersClub
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|My band. Music to blow your head off.|
|Watch me!|
Don't fuck with a Gemini. Ever.
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|Be a sport, check out my art.|
|My band. Music to blow your head off.|
|Watch me!|
Don't fuck with a Gemini. Ever.
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